I
believe in sleeping in. I believe in giving 100% when you only have 80. I
believe in kisses on the forehead. I believe in long kisses, smiling till your
cheeks hurt, and laughing until you have tears in your eyes. I believe in
having someone tell you that you’re beautiful. I believe in having someone play
with your hair. I believe in sitting on swings and running in the rain. I
believe in miracles and random acts of kindness. I believe in saying hello to
anyone and everyone. I believe in second chances.
It’s not new if say
I love music… because every people like to listen music, and have different
taste of it. Some like rock music, some slow, and some people like sad songs.
Have you ever think why we like some particular songs?? I have the
answer for this. We used to connect a song with particular situation or person
and we start liking those songs.
So I have so many
songs very close to my heart and today I am going to share this with you all
with all reasons behind those songs. I have a big list of songs but I will
share few, because I don't want you all to suffer ;) from my music list.
Followings are my
list :
1.Ye reshmi julphen ye sharbati ankhe: I used to sing this song for my a
school friend just because her eyes were very beautiful and big, she has long
and silky hair.. so I always thought that this song is only made for her.
2.Aane
se uske aaye bahar :This
is one of my favourite song and it came close to my heart just because my best
friend Deepankar dedicated this to me and changed a word in it.... "Aane
se uske aaya bahar jane se uske jaye bahar, badi mastani hai meri Monica".
3.Chand
chupa badal me :This is
actually close to my heart because my Hero once commented with this song but in
changed version "Chand chupa white bedsheet me".
4.Kaise
mujhe tum mil gaye : This
is also close to my heart because this sung by my Hero in a restaurant and at
that time he dint proposed me and suddenly sung this for infront of my friend,
and I started blushing.
5.Hosanna
: I love this song
because one day my Hero said that he told all his friends about me with
describing this movie and its songs. So this is close to my heart.
6.Dekho
Raste me haste haste me bat pahunchi kahan se kahan : This is a song which was not
dedicated to me from anyone but I always thought that this is a most romantic
song I ever heard and whenever I listen this I feel my Hero around me always.
7.Hume
tumse pyar kitna ye hum nahi jante magar jee nahi sakte tumhare bina : This song is also in my list
because whenever my Hero asked me “How much you love me?” that time only this
song comes on my lips to answer him.
Yes!!!!!!!!! These are my songs....tell me your too...add your comment about
which songs are close to your heart and why???? I am waiting for your list.
I went for my Hypnosis classes (I am going there on every Monday
for four hours), and she is lady who is teaching me and her name is also
"MONICA", sounds interesting na?? :)
Yes!!! I know its very interesting.
Yesterday she become my friend too, and we talked too much on
every topic related to Hypnosis as well as Past Life Regression Therapy too and
non related topics too.
I shared my experience how I went to my past life while I
listened my hypnotic mp3, Its quit interesting to know that in my last Birth I
was a girl only, but not an Indian :).
After my class I came out of her house and a friend called me that
he is coming to receive me and then we went to Janpath for shopping and I
purchased two shirts for me, purchasing was very interesting because I told him
to do bargaining and he saidhe
can't help me this. For one shirt I did bargaining and for another one he
did it. After shopping we went for coffee at Cafe Coffee Day, CP but dint
took coffee we ordered shakes.
Like that my day ended and it was really perfect day.. :)
Yesterday, I read a book "The lucky
bitch secrets of outrageous success" and I got
inspired by it, decided to take little step for my self. Its a very small
book of 17 pages but purely with practical methods that everyone can
implement it in their life with small efforts.
You can also download this book by clicking this link and get
registered and you will get it in your mail.
The author described how we can change our life with few exercise,
which are as following:
Tell the
universe your desire : Make a list that you really want and speak it loud.
Ask for more money...more love...new job... and you might wonder at the
random offers you're getting.
Regular goal
setting : make it regular habit and you'll be rewarded. Doodle them while you're
on phone, write them first thing and play around with different ways to
express them.
Ideal Day: Write
your absolute dream day from start to finish. Describe every minute in
titillating details. Imagine as you write that you are literally creating
the Universe from your pen.
Visualise it:
Before you actually get it, pretend you do! See yourself speaking on stage
wearing a glam outfit, winning that competition and most importantly feel it. Experience
the pleasure of anticipatory little thrill in your belly.
Create your
dream board : Its very easy, just paste the pictures of those things that
you want in your life, it may be of healthy body, a brand new car, a
laptop, a home or a musical instrument.
MY DREAM BOARD
and some really simple things you can do right now.
Change your
email and computer passwords to represent your biggest dream, eg. ihavei10.
Put your dream
in your calendar. If you schedule it, its more real and you're
energetically space for the Universe to provide it for you.
Edit the names
in your phone, especially the people who call you the most i.e. Manish
becomes Money loves me.
Set recurring
reminder on your phone that says Congrats for New home.
I took following step in my life.
I have changed
few numbers like Kishan to Money loves me, Funtush to Good
luck follows me, Arun to I am in Peace, and
Arjun to I love you, Moni.
Make my dream
board and made it my desktop wallpaper.
Why are all hurt so much? Why
is painful love like this? What actually has happened in our relationship?
Why are all to be changed? You do now not love me like you all my heart
that used to be. You are now no longer in all areas of my life. And
today I'm aware of. I'm not part of your family. Did either of our
culture is different. Either we are not the same customs. But I feel,
I cannot be considered as part of the family. I was disappointed. It was
extremely disappointed. I feel sick. It's very sick.
Have you tried to continue to
survive. Trying to get back into your life as it once was in times past
that is mine. But now everything has changed. You no longer entirely
mine. You no longer entirely mine. You're getting away from me. Do I
want you more and more tired. Everything has changed. The man who once
loved had now gone. Disappeared somewhere. You are no longer the person
who always loved me, loved me and made me part of your life. You're really
not the person that had been had.
Apparently love is so tiring
lately. So painful. So make me unable to look forward. So me not
knowing exactly what I want. Now you no longer care about my wishes. You
no longer care how I feel. All you wanted was me to meet all you want.
I always obey what you say is that I never lose you. But the day I was
getting tired. Very tired. That make all of my energy is lost slowly. Expect
such a long time to reach the moon I can likewise reach but could not reach.
Today is My Hiro's Bday.. as you all know who is Hiro?
I am blessing him with lots of love. may all his every
wish of his life come true. And I request you all I loved it if you all wish for his good health, luck, mind and everything.
Happy Birthday Dear....
Send your wishes as comment, I love you all my friends.................. Your's City Girl
While searching a good spiritual song over Google I found a song “Heal the
World by Michal Jackson” I felt it’s a wonderful song that is describing the
love which we should give to others. We have lots of love in us and
We could
make a better place for everyone.. I think you all should read this and feel
the love for all.
:'( heal the world
make it better place for you and for me the entire human race there are people
dying if you care enough for the living make a better place for you and me :'(
I think
its each and every line has its own meaning and I am feeling the love and I can
imagine that world which is full of love.
and the
dream we were conceived in will reveal a joyful face and the world we once
believed in will shine again in grace then why do we keep strangling life wound
this earth crucify its soul though it's plain to see this world is heavenly be
god's glow
In this full song my favorite lines are :
we could fly so high let our spirits
never die in my heart I feel you are all my brothers create a world with no
fear together we'll cry happy tears see the nations turn their swords into
plowshares
This song has great massage for the human race… I think you
all will like it.. I am sharing its youtube video’s Link here..
It can buy a house, but not a home It can buy a clock, but not time It can buy you a position, but not respect It can buy you a bed, but not sleep It can buy you a book, but not knowledge It can buy you medicine, but not health It can buy you blood, but not life So you see money isn’t everything And it often causes pain and suffering I tell you this because I am your friend And as your friend I want to Take away your pain and suffering!! So, Send me all your money And I will suffer for you! Cash only please! After all, what are friends for, right??
I fallen in love with my 11th Class tuition mate…Yaaa!!! Even today I dint remember his second name but I can count him in my list because I don’t know what type of feelings I had for him and what he had for me… Usually we go to tuition before time because we enjoy each other’s company so much…most of the time we sit together in class. We solve math problems together and enjoys solving them… we don’t know what we feels for each other we always thinks that we are good friends..
Once I dint went to tuition for one week, and he started inquiring about me why I am not coming. Then he gets to know that one boy was following me regularly from a common friend. One day he came to my home for 1st time and said to my Mumma that I will take care of her; I will pick her from home and drop her also. He started picking me from my home to protect me that Roadside Romeo.
One day while crossing Road he saved me from a big accident of my life. I was crossing the road and dint saw a car was coming in huge speed and he rushed to me and pulled me toward himself and I was totally in his arms that time I felt some different feelings for him.
Unfortunately this was last day of our tuition; we don’t have any reason to meet but after 15 days he came to my home and my Mumma was with us, so he asked me very easy mathematical problems and I know him well he was the best student of our batch. I dint understand his behavior that time and explained the problem and after half an hour he left from our home and that was the when I saw him for last time.
Next morning my friend called me that he came to your home last day, I said yes then she asked “he said anything to you?”I said No, and then she said “he likes you and he came to just to say all this”. I felt bad for that but I can’t do anything for that because I dint have freedom to go and meet him so I thought to let it be.
After that day we dint met again. I don’t know where is he? I am still there in corner of his memory or he forgets me totally? Even now I dint remember his face very clearly but still when one ask me who is your 1st crush, my answer is always “Vikas”.
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