City girl in Europe

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Last week I went to meet my friend Vangelis who is a European guy, I met him in Delhi while attending one of my workshops. After that workshop he went to Thailand for another workshop. He came to Delhi last week only, and asked me to meet for a coffee.

As our plan we met at Khan Market Metro station, I saw him from back side he was in red top and green lower (very different type of dressing :)) and the coincident was I was also in same color. I wearied red kurti, green payjami with green duppta I dint noticed that but he noticed and said this to me. After that we went to a European restaurant and I was new in this kind of environment. I was lots of thoughts that “can able to adjust in this kind of atmosphere where alcohol and other drinks were serving like normal cold drinks and etc.”

Still I was with him and observing everything there, I can see lots of Europeans there, I was thinking like I am in between Strangers in the Night or I am not in India but in Europe. Their culture was very different from me, few Indians were also there but also modified like Europeans and these Indians and European were looking me like I was an escaped animal of a zoo just because of I was not fitting in the atmosphere, I was in fully in Indian traditional style and they all are in western.

There I met with his two friends also, they were waiting for him. One is a girl and another is boy. Girl was totally white and boy was also same but boy had long hair till his shoulder. They were talking and I was just observing the atmosphere and culture of western country. Boy was smoking continuously as well as drinking pomegranate juice regularly. I observed that both girl and boy were giving lots of face gestures while talking but in India especially male doesn’t do that.

Then I saw an Indian girl who was sitting alone in a corner and having a big cup of cold coffee and having a cigarette in her left hand and she was writing something in her big diary but she was the only girl who was in Indian style dress other than me.

In this entire situation we had our coffee as well as dinner also. He was busy in talking with her and mean while he introduced me to them and some time talking to me also. Like that my coffee meet it’s end with Strangers in the Night and he dropped me at khan market metro station. I was feeling like finally I came to India again.

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What makes you happy ….

First of all I want to apologize for not being regular for writing at least I should write it twice a week but I could not.  I am very irregular on it just because I am very much focused on my career planning, as you all know I am a mental health counselor but know I want to work under some experienced counselors for some time for great confidence in me.

I tells you a story of me (very small), Once I was travelling by bus and don’t get seat. A girl offered to share her seat with me and I was listening music on my Ipod so I put my one headphone to her ear and she smiled. After few days I forget that girl but she met me again last month and she talked to me and that day I felt very good.

Many times you have listened the saying “we should enjoy each moment of our life “but we don’t know how we enjoy all small events of life. You can enjoy each day of your life if starts noticing your daily activity positively. Notice when you feel good (even for small activity) and try to remember it for at least for full day and I promise it will make your day wonderful.

Few days  back I had posted a  status "What makes you happy??" and you can read what I got in response. Every bodies desire is different. Some asked for money, for girl friends and some for career and friends.
  

Following are my list which makes my day happy:

• +        When you smile to unknown person and he/she give it back.
• +        A small talk with a close friend (although I know u never have small talk with close friend).
• +        Even a talk with unknown in bus/metro or any public transport.
• +        Listening your favorite music in office ;)
• +        A small cup of tea/coffee with a friend for no reason.
• +        Compliment by your boss
• +        Feeling of happiness for no reason (like today I m feeling happy for no reason ;) )
• +        When you are missing someone and suddenly get a call from same person.
• +        Buy a gift for relatives/friends or for someone special (it can be small also or making it would be best)
• +        Feeling of fallen in love (it could be self love also).
• +        Going from somewhere to anywhere without any reason without asking anyone. 

These are my list now you can make yours too.. now its your turn.. in my comment box you can share your list it can help me and other readers to make their new list. J

Birthday Means....

My Birthday really means 

Yuhhuuu !!!!! I just found out what I just found out what my birthday really means! ! and I love this...

yup its really explains exactly what I am... 

you can also check yours by clicking 

my birthday really means! 

Monica

I'm angry with myself.

I don't know what to say. I'm angry with myself. I'm angry because I want to tell you so many things, I want to share with you my every thought but I know I can't. When I started to write this blog I was a blogging virgin, I had no idea what to do and for how long I will write. I had no idea of creating myself, neither of promoting my blog. I just knew I need to rid off couple of really bad emotions. Here I am 6 months later and I regret that I wasn't smarter and didn't think that I might adore blogging.
Today I wanted to tell you about my feelings and about some people in my life but I can't just because I am afraid that someone might read this post. Now I speak up my mind at some one's blog as commenting it. That's not what I wanted and what I want.

I should have been smarter and I should have used a completely new nickname, but I haven't been. I have never thought that I will have to think of what I can post and what I can't, but I know it's my fault and the only person I can blame for is me.

I love this blog, I love its look and I adore my blog which let me to express my feelings that I kept inside of me for a long time. I started to wonder that it wouldn't be such a bad idea of creating another blog just for me - anonymous me. The problem is the TIME. I can't have so many blogs and be active on each of them.

Just because I don't know what to tell you more...I attached this beautiful photos.

Simple steps transform your life............

Simple steps on how to transform your mind and be positive all the time 

We all have the same brain, face problems in life, and come across obstacles and hurdles. Then why is that some people solve problems, overcome the obstacles and forge ahead and others become immovable, live a pathetic life and fade away in oblivion? It's all in the mind - THE BRAIN, if you believe you can solve problems YOU CAN. Then the million-dollar question is how do we do it? Follow these simple exercises and you will be amazed with what you can do. 

Step #1 

Transform your life..

Sit down with your hands on your thighs, take a deep breath and now count from 1 to 3 and say "I'm calm" I'm cool" "I'm relaxed" Think of something really good, it can be something that has happened or that you would like to happen. It can be wonderful date you had last night, or a fantastic vacation you going to have with your family or you are about to receive an award for your accomplishments in office. Fill your Brain completely with all the WONDERFUL things happened or about to happen. Now the colors brighter, the image bigger, bring it closure and turn the sound up louder. Notice what this does to your feelings. Doing this often will condition your subconscious mind to give you the feeling of those good things, because you always get more of what you focus on in life. For most people enhancing the size and colors of mental pictures does the same to the intensity of their feelings. Now try it the other way around with something mildly unpleasant. 

Step #2 

Sit down with your hands on your thighs, take a deep breath and now count from 1 to 3 and say "I'm calm" I'm cool" "I'm relaxed. Think of something undesirable happened or is about to happen. It can be a dressing down you received from your boss or a fight you had with your girl friend or you messed up your work. Picture this in your mind. Now make drain the color of this picture completely, make it so small that it can't be seen and move it off into a distance and throw it out in the universe. Open your eyes now take a deep breath and notice how you feel. It is interesting that by changing the images we see in our imagination we can literally change how we feel. It is all in the mind, if you program your mind with all positives and carry them forward in your life you will always have all positive things happening in your life. What you focus is what you get. So focus on only the positive and the outcome will be positive. And whenever you face problems follow this exercise and notice the difference you feel. 

If you follow these simple STEPS and TUNE YOUR MIND, you will be more and more healthy, wealthy and happy and successful. Now use the above formula, practice to get the desired results in your life. 

Bank Pass Book – Life is about correcting mistakes.

Hey friends.....while searching some important information I found a good story.... I thought to share with you people... 

Riya married Hitesh one day. At the end of the wedding party, Riya's mother gave her a newly opened bank saving passbook. With Rs.1000/- deposit amount. 

Mother: 'Riya, take this passbook. Keep it as a record of your marriage life. When there's something happy & memorable happened in your new life, put some money in. Write down what it's about next to the line. 

The more memorable the event is, the more money you can put in. I've done the first one for you today. Do the others with Hitesh. When you look back after years, you can know how much happiness you've had.' 

Riya shared this with Hitesh when getting home. They both thought it was a great idea & were anxious to know when the second deposit can be made. 

This was what they did after certain time:

- 7 Feb: Rs.100, first birthday celebration for Hitesh after marriage

- 1 Mar: Rs.300, salary raise for Riya

- 20 Mar: Rs.200, vacation trip to Bali

- 15 Apr: Rs.2000, Riya got pregnant

- 1 Jun: Rs.1000, Hitesh got promoted

.... and so on...

However, after years, they started fighting & arguing for trivial things. They didn't talk much. They regretted that they had married the nastiest people in the world.... no more love...Kind of typical nowadays, huh? 

One day Riya talked to her Mother:

'Mom, we can't stand it anymore. We agree to divorce. I can't imagine how I decided to marry this guy!!!'

Mother: 'Sure, girl, that's no big deal. Just do whatever you want if you really can't stand it. But before that, do one thing first. Remember the saving passbook I gave you on your wedding day? Take out all money & spend it first. You shouldn't keep any record of such a poor marriage.' 

Riya thought it was true. So she went to the bank, waiting at the queue & planning to cancel the account.

While she was waiting, she took a look at the passbook record. She looked, & looked, & looked. Then the memory of all the previous joy & happiness just came up her mind. Her eyes were then filled with tears. She left & went home. 

When she was home, she handed the passbook to Hitesh, asked him to spend the money before getting divorce. The next day, Hitesh gave the passbook back to Riya. She found a new deposit of Rs.5000. And a line next to the record: 'this is the day I notice how much I've loved you thru out all these years. How much happiness you've brought me.' 

They hugged and cried, putting the passbook back to the safe.

I don't know how much they saved .I believe the money did not matter any more after they had gone thru all the good years in their life. "When you fall, in any way, don't see the place where you fell, Instead see the place from where you slipped.

Life is about correcting mistakes." 

♥ My daily note to myself

Some time ago I decided that I want and I need a change in my life, that I need something more from life for my own good. Well in the moment I decided I need a transition I was making a plan how to do it. Everything is good while it's written on a paper, sometimes life isn't as sunny as we wish it could be. 

So I was looking for this extra thing that could make me smile when I feel low from time to time or when it's all fine and than you get a call or you have a meeting that change your mood from positive to negative. 

I decided that I am responsible for my life and I am responsible for my mood. I wanted to be happy, cheerful, powerful and positive all the time. The best thing to keep me "all smiles" is when someone is kind to me and speaks to me in a positive way. I wanted a daily reminder to tell me all those amazing things. 

On my Iphone I wrote a note to myself. It shows up each day at noon. 

"You are beautiful and amazing. You deserve love, joy and happiness! 

You are making your dreams come true girl. Work harder. 

Keep your mind clear. Love you! Your best friend Deva"

You can't even imagine how many times it shifted my emotions from negative to positive. I encourage you to try it!  All the best Lovers!

sorry from your city gal....

Hello friends..........

As I mentioned in my Facebook update last month...I went to Lucknow for my Internship in Khushi Foundation for 21 days.. I was really a great experience for me..I met too many patients and clients with major and minor mental health problems... I could able diagnose on my own it was really great achievement for me. 

I also visited Nur Manzil psychiatric center, Lucknow for 8 days and Karunanilayam also, worked with child as well as adult too. So many feelings are connected from their I will really share with you all in my coming blogs... 

Regards

Happy Reading

Your City Gal

  

..and your a gal in city

..... and this is your small and cute city girl in High Land, Vijay Wada, A.P....

 Completing my 1st wish of eating Crabs in Vijay Wada, A.P....

....Enjoying ice-cream with Ice-cream parlour.....

your city gal with her tattoo....

 again your city girl in Pondychery Beach and feeling the heavy breeze....  

Romantic Trip with twists.

Today again I am writing another romantic moment of my life. Yes!!! Very romantic and also this was full of twists too. We (me and my hero) went to Nainital for one day trip. I went there earlier too and shared that experience with you in one of my blog months ago and I hope you all liked that too.

We reached Kathgodam in the morning; Kathgodam is small city in Uttarakhand but full of crowd. We get refreshed and took breakfast at Kathgodam, then planned to go to our main destination Nainital. I can say Nainital is very romantic in nature, I think if an arranged marriage couple comes here for their honeymoon surely nature of Nainital make them rise in love with each other.

We took bus for Nainital, but the view of that way was very romantic so I told my hero that I want to walk for a while in this romantic path. I said I came here so many times but alone :( and every time I felt you should be with me, so he agreed to walk for a while in that romantic path. We came out of the bus and start walking on the road.

You Me and Rain

Now you can also imagine the view through my eyes…Just imagine a road which is surrounded by green forest, one side big hills and on other hand dens cliff and weather is foggy. You don’t think that is fully romantic weather?? hmmmmm, I guess you would say “Yes!! True…” . In that too much romantic whether we both were walking. After a long walk we found a waterfall, I am very fascinated for water and this was a real waterfall. I told my hero my desire to go in waterfall and he said yes for that. I went in waterfall and enjoyed a lot and he took lots of pics of me and views too. After one hour we came out of that and now we want to take bus for Nainital.  

Now few twist started taking place in this romantic situation, we were standing on road side for bus but after one hour we dint get any bus for Nainital and surprisingly rain started. My hero is with me in this romantic place and according to me rain is also very romantic and our trip becomes fully romantic after rain. Rain was very heavy and weather was already so cold.

Just Imagine a boy and a girl in a romantic place with add on advantage of romantic whether and rain. No traffic, no people around them, no one to see us. Isn’t it so much Romantic??? Rain started heavily and my hero did something very innocent he took my dupatta and covered his head. I felt something inside my heart…yeah!!!! I felt I wanted to hold his face and I wanted to take the advantage of his innocence and kiss him but I stopped myself but I really he was looking very innocent.

Eventually a bus came we rushed to that because we don’t know when next will come. This bus was going to Bhimtal so we decided to go there because we don’t know when next bus will come. Even after taking for Bhimtal We dint reach there L we reach then touch the soul of that place and we took some refreshment and return back to our lodge J because we were not feeling well after this journey. After reaching lodge we took medicines and get back to Delhi and like that our Romantic trip ended. We went to visit Nainital and even after reaching Bhimtal could not able to see that too.

♥ how to make your dreams come true

I love to read books and my favorite subject is “LAW OF ATTRACTION”, MEDITATION and I have read so many on law of attraction like You Can Heal Your Life, The Power Of Your Sub Conscious Mind, and The Secrete. I wrote earlier also about making small changes in your life and now I am writing about ♥ how to make your dreams come true from review of all books which I have read yet. Even I told my hero to do this on regular basis so that we will get marry soon ♥.

make your dream come true

When you have a vision and you act as if that vision were already here, you create not only the necessary expertise, but you literally become your own miracle worker. If you believe that you could never head up such an undertaking because 'you don't have the necessary training, credentials, experience,' or whatever, then that is what you will act upon. Begin to act as if you were that expert, even if you have to fool yourself in the beginning. If you have enough belief in yourself, and you are ready, the teacher will appear and you will plunge right in and create the credential that you need to get the job completed.

Does my blog own me?

According to this, I care only 31.25 % whether my blog is read or not! So this is done almost purely for myself and as for that itsy-bitsy 31.25 %, well a little interest never hurts!! :) So carry on people! 

31.25 %

My weblog owns 31.25 % of me.
Does your weblog own you?

...the 5 love languages

the 5 language of love

Find out what your love language is here. It really helps us to understand what makes each of us tick in any type of love relationship.

This is mine:

Quality Time:

In Quality Time, nothing says “I love you” like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes you feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed activities, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful.

wanna fly like a butterfly

wanna fly in sky

Yes!!! I wanna fly in sky....

I am not a bird...I am not a butterfly..

still I wanna fly in sky like a beautiful butterfly...

I want to fly in sky with my beautiful wings...

Wings...Yes..Yes!!! Wings!!!

Wings of my beautiful thoughts, beauty of my life..

Beauty of my heart...beauty of my nature...

I wanna give smile to others...

I wanna give love..

I wanna love all around me...
I am ready to give and accept love..

Life is only giving and accepting love....

I believe in.....

I believe in sleeping in. I believe in giving 100% when you only have 80. I believe in kisses on the forehead. I believe in long kisses, smiling till your cheeks hurt, and laughing until you have tears in your eyes. I believe in having someone tell you that you’re beautiful. I believe in having someone play with your hair. I believe in sitting on swings and running in the rain. I believe in miracles and random acts of kindness. I believe in saying hello to anyone and everyone. I believe in second chances.

And most of all, I believe in love.

a gal in city  with love

<3

Songs that close to my heart

Songs close to my Heart

It’s not new if say I love music… because every people like to listen music, and have different taste of it. Some like rock music, some slow, and some people like sad songs.

Have you ever think why we like some particular songs?? I have the answer for this. We used to connect a song with particular situation or person and we start liking those songs.

So I have so many songs very close to my heart and today I am going to share this with you all with all reasons behind those songs. I have a big list of songs but I will share few, because I don't want you all to suffer ;) from my music list.

Followings are my list : 

1.       Ye reshmi julphen ye sharbati ankhe: I used to sing this song for my a school friend just because her eyes were very beautiful and big, she has long and silky hair.. so I always thought that this song is only made for her.

2.      Aane se uske aaye bahar :This is one of my favourite song and it came close to my heart just because my best friend Deepankar dedicated this to me and changed a word in it.... "Aane se uske aaya bahar jane se uske jaye bahar, badi mastani hai meri Monica".

3.       Chand chupa badal me :This is actually close to my heart because my Hero once commented with this song but in changed version "Chand chupa white bedsheet me".

4.      Kaise mujhe tum mil gaye : This is also close to my heart because this sung by my Hero in a restaurant and at that time he dint proposed me and suddenly sung this for infront of my friend, and I started blushing.

5.      Hosanna : I love this song because one day my Hero said that he told all his friends about me with describing this movie and its songs. So this is close to my heart. 

6.       Dekho Raste me haste haste me bat pahunchi kahan se kahan : This is a song which was not dedicated to me from anyone but I always thought that this is a most romantic song I ever heard and whenever I listen this I feel my Hero around me always.

7.      Hume tumse pyar kitna ye hum nahi jante magar jee nahi sakte tumhare bina : This song is also in my list because whenever my Hero asked me “How much you love me?” that time only this song comes on my lips to answer him.

Yes!!!!!!!!! These are my songs....tell me your too...add your comment about which songs are close to your heart and why???? I am waiting for your list.

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The Perfect Day...

Hey friends!! 

Really Yesterday was my perfect day. 

Yes!! Yes!! it was totally perfect. 

I went for my Hypnosis classes (I am going there on every Monday for four  hours), and she is lady who is teaching me and her name is also "MONICA", sounds interesting na?? :)

Yes!!! I know its very interesting.

Yesterday she become my friend too, and we talked too much on every topic related to Hypnosis as well as Past Life Regression Therapy too and non related topics too.

I shared my experience how I went to my past life while I listened my hypnotic mp3, Its quit interesting to know that in my last Birth I was a girl only, but not an Indian :). 

After my class I came out of her house and a friend called me that he is coming to receive me and then we went to Janpath for shopping and I purchased two shirts for me, purchasing was very interesting because I told him to do bargaining and he said he can't help me this. For one shirt I did bargaining and for another one he did it. After shopping we went for coffee at Cafe Coffee Day, CP but dint took coffee we ordered shakes. 

Like that my day ended and it was really perfect day.. :) 

Investing on me

Yesterday, I read a book "The lucky bitch secrets of outrageous success"  and I got inspired by it,  decided to take little step for my self. Its a very small book of 17 pages but purely with practical methods that everyone can implement it in their life with small efforts.

You can also download this book by clicking this link and get registered and you will get it in your mail. 

The author described how we can change our life with few exercise, which are as following:

1. Tell the universe your desire : Make a list that you really want and speak it loud. Ask for more money...more love...new job... and you might wonder at the random offers you're getting.
2. Regular goal setting : make it regular habit and you'll be rewarded. Doodle them while you're on phone, write them first thing and play around with different ways to express them.
3. Ideal Day: Write your absolute dream day from start to finish. Describe every minute in titillating details. Imagine as you write that you are literally creating the Universe from your pen.
4. Visualise it: Before you actually get it, pretend you do! See yourself speaking on stage wearing a glam outfit, winning that competition and most importantly feel it. Experience the pleasure of anticipatory little thrill in your belly.
5. Create your dream board : Its very easy, just paste the pictures of those things that you want in your life, it may be of healthy body, a brand new car, a laptop, a home or a musical instrument.

MY DREAM BOARD

and some really simple things you can do right now.

• Change your email and computer passwords to represent your biggest dream, eg. ihavei10. 
• Put your dream in your calendar. If you schedule it, its more real and you're energetically space for the Universe to provide it for you. 
• Edit the names in your phone, especially the people who call you the most i.e. Manish becomes Money loves me.
• Set recurring reminder on your phone that says Congrats for New home.  

I took following step in my life.

• I have changed few numbers like Kishan to Money loves me, Funtush to Good luck follows me, Arun to I am in Peace, and Arjun to I love you, Moni.
• Make my dream board and made it my desktop wallpaper.
• Changed my passwords too.

Now what you're going to change in you life?

Why This Love Is So Much Pain?

Why are all hurt so much? Why is painful love like this? What actually has happened in our relationship? Why are all to be changed? You do now not love me like you all my heart that used to be. You are now no longer in all areas of my life. And today I'm aware of. I'm not part of your family. Did either of our culture is different. Either we are not the same customs. But I feel, I cannot be considered as part of the family. I was disappointed. It was extremely disappointed. I feel sick. It's very sick.

Have you tried to continue to survive. Trying to get back into your life as it once was in times past that is mine. But now everything has changed. You no longer entirely mine. You no longer entirely mine. You're getting away from me. Do I want you more and more tired. Everything has changed. The man who once loved had now gone. Disappeared somewhere. You are no longer the person who always loved me, loved me and made me part of your life. You're really not the person that had been had.

Apparently love is so tiring lately. So painful. So make me unable to look forward. So me not knowing exactly what I want. Now you no longer care about my wishes. You no longer care how I feel. All you wanted was me to meet all you want.  I always obey what you say is that I never lose you. But the day I was getting tired. Very tired. That make all of my energy is lost slowly. Expect such a long time to reach the moon I can likewise reach but could not reach.

I'm really tired.

Happy Bday

Hey Friends!!!!!!

Its party time because................

Today is My Hiro's Bday.. as you all know who is Hiro?


I am blessing him with lots of love. may all his every wish of his life come true. And I request you all I loved it if you all wish for his good health, luck, mind and everything. 

Happy Birthday Dear....

Send your wishes as comment, 
I love you all my friends..................
Your's City Girl

Heal The World

Hey Friends!!!

While searching a good spiritual song over Google I found a song “Heal the World by Michal Jackson” I felt it’s a wonderful song that is describing the love which we should give to others. We have lots of love in us and 

We could make a better place for everyone.. I think you all should read this and feel the love for all. 

:'( heal the world make it better place for you and for me the entire human race there are people dying if you care enough for the living make a better place for you and me :'(

I think its each and every line has its own meaning and I am feeling the love and I can imagine that world which is full of love.

and the dream we were conceived in will reveal a joyful face and the world we once believed in will shine again in grace then why do we keep strangling life wound this earth crucify its soul though it's plain to see this world is heavenly be god's glow

In this full song my favorite lines are :

we could fly so high let our spirits never die in my heart I feel you are all my brothers create a world with no fear together we'll cry happy tears see the nations turn their swords into plowshares

This song has great massage for the human race… I think you all will like it.. I am sharing its youtube video’s Link here..

Money - only cash please...

It can buy a house, but not a home
It can buy a clock, but not time
It can buy you a position, but not respect
It can buy you a bed, but not sleep
It can buy you a book, but not knowledge
It can buy you medicine, but not health
It can buy you blood, but not life
So you see money isn’t everything
And it often causes pain and suffering
I tell you this because I am your friend
And as your friend I want to
Take away your pain and suffering!!
So, Send me all your money
And I will suffer for you!
Cash only please!
After all, what are friends for, right??

My first crush my classmate

1st and 2nd love of my life....

I fallen in love with my 11th Class tuition mate…Yaaa!!! Even today I dint remember his second name but I can count him in my list because I don’t know what type of feelings I had for him and what he had for me… Usually we go to tuition before time because we enjoy each other’s company so much…most of the time we sit together in class. We solve math problems together and enjoys solving them… we don’t know what we feels for each other we always thinks that we are good friends..

Once I dint went to tuition for one week, and he started inquiring about me why I am not coming. Then he gets to know that one boy was following me regularly from a common friend. One day he came to my home for 1st time and said to my Mumma that I will take care of her; I will pick her from home and drop her also. He started picking me from my home to protect me that Roadside Romeo.

One day while crossing Road he saved me from a big accident of my life. I was crossing the road and dint saw a car was coming in huge speed and he rushed to me and pulled me toward himself and I was totally in his arms that time I felt some different feelings for him.

Unfortunately this was last day of our tuition; we don’t have any reason to meet but after 15 days he came to my home and my Mumma was with us, so he asked me very easy mathematical problems and I know him well he was the best student of our batch. I dint understand his behavior that time and explained the problem and after half an hour he left from our home and that was the when I saw him for last time.

Next morning my friend called me that he came to your home last day, I said yes then she asked “he said anything to you?”I said No, and then she said “he likes you and he came to just to say all this”. I felt bad for that but I can’t do anything for that because I dint have freedom to go and meet him so I thought to let it be.

After that day we dint met again. I don’t know where is he? I am still there in corner of his memory or he forgets me totally? Even now I dint remember his face very clearly but still when one ask me who is your 1st crush, my answer is always “Vikas”.

4th is coming soon.....