I believe in.....

I believe in sleeping in. I believe in giving 100% when you only have 80. I believe in kisses on the forehead. I believe in long kisses, smiling till your cheeks hurt, and laughing until you have tears in your eyes. I believe in having someone tell you that you’re beautiful. I believe in having someone play with your hair. I believe in sitting on swings and running in the rain. I believe in miracles and random acts of kindness. I believe in saying hello to anyone and everyone. I believe in second chances.

And most of all, I believe in love.

a gal in city  with love

<3

Songs that close to my heart

Songs close to my Heart

It’s not new if say I love music… because every people like to listen music, and have different taste of it. Some like rock music, some slow, and some people like sad songs.

Have you ever think why we like some particular songs?? I have the answer for this. We used to connect a song with particular situation or person and we start liking those songs.

So I have so many songs very close to my heart and today I am going to share this with you all with all reasons behind those songs. I have a big list of songs but I will share few, because I don't want you all to suffer ;) from my music list.

Followings are my list : 

1.       Ye reshmi julphen ye sharbati ankhe: I used to sing this song for my a school friend just because her eyes were very beautiful and big, she has long and silky hair.. so I always thought that this song is only made for her.

2.      Aane se uske aaye bahar :This is one of my favourite song and it came close to my heart just because my best friend Deepankar dedicated this to me and changed a word in it.... "Aane se uske aaya bahar jane se uske jaye bahar, badi mastani hai meri Monica".

3.       Chand chupa badal me :This is actually close to my heart because my Hero once commented with this song but in changed version "Chand chupa white bedsheet me".

4.      Kaise mujhe tum mil gaye : This is also close to my heart because this sung by my Hero in a restaurant and at that time he dint proposed me and suddenly sung this for infront of my friend, and I started blushing.

5.      Hosanna : I love this song because one day my Hero said that he told all his friends about me with describing this movie and its songs. So this is close to my heart. 

6.       Dekho Raste me haste haste me bat pahunchi kahan se kahan : This is a song which was not dedicated to me from anyone but I always thought that this is a most romantic song I ever heard and whenever I listen this I feel my Hero around me always.

7.      Hume tumse pyar kitna ye hum nahi jante magar jee nahi sakte tumhare bina : This song is also in my list because whenever my Hero asked me “How much you love me?” that time only this song comes on my lips to answer him.

Yes!!!!!!!!! These are my songs....tell me your too...add your comment about which songs are close to your heart and why???? I am waiting for your list.

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The Perfect Day...

Hey friends!! 

Really Yesterday was my perfect day. 

Yes!! Yes!! it was totally perfect. 

I went for my Hypnosis classes (I am going there on every Monday for four  hours), and she is lady who is teaching me and her name is also "MONICA", sounds interesting na?? :)

Yes!!! I know its very interesting.

Yesterday she become my friend too, and we talked too much on every topic related to Hypnosis as well as Past Life Regression Therapy too and non related topics too.

I shared my experience how I went to my past life while I listened my hypnotic mp3, Its quit interesting to know that in my last Birth I was a girl only, but not an Indian :). 

After my class I came out of her house and a friend called me that he is coming to receive me and then we went to Janpath for shopping and I purchased two shirts for me, purchasing was very interesting because I told him to do bargaining and he said he can't help me this. For one shirt I did bargaining and for another one he did it. After shopping we went for coffee at Cafe Coffee Day, CP but dint took coffee we ordered shakes. 

Like that my day ended and it was really perfect day.. :) 

Investing on me

Yesterday, I read a book "The lucky bitch secrets of outrageous success"  and I got inspired by it,  decided to take little step for my self. Its a very small book of 17 pages but purely with practical methods that everyone can implement it in their life with small efforts.

You can also download this book by clicking this link and get registered and you will get it in your mail. 

The author described how we can change our life with few exercise, which are as following:

1. Tell the universe your desire : Make a list that you really want and speak it loud. Ask for more money...more love...new job... and you might wonder at the random offers you're getting.
2. Regular goal setting : make it regular habit and you'll be rewarded. Doodle them while you're on phone, write them first thing and play around with different ways to express them.
3. Ideal Day: Write your absolute dream day from start to finish. Describe every minute in titillating details. Imagine as you write that you are literally creating the Universe from your pen.
4. Visualise it: Before you actually get it, pretend you do! See yourself speaking on stage wearing a glam outfit, winning that competition and most importantly feel it. Experience the pleasure of anticipatory little thrill in your belly.
5. Create your dream board : Its very easy, just paste the pictures of those things that you want in your life, it may be of healthy body, a brand new car, a laptop, a home or a musical instrument.

MY DREAM BOARD

and some really simple things you can do right now.

• Change your email and computer passwords to represent your biggest dream, eg. ihavei10. 
• Put your dream in your calendar. If you schedule it, its more real and you're energetically space for the Universe to provide it for you. 
• Edit the names in your phone, especially the people who call you the most i.e. Manish becomes Money loves me.
• Set recurring reminder on your phone that says Congrats for New home.  

I took following step in my life.

• I have changed few numbers like Kishan to Money loves me, Funtush to Good luck follows me, Arun to I am in Peace, and Arjun to I love you, Moni.
• Make my dream board and made it my desktop wallpaper.
• Changed my passwords too.

Now what you're going to change in you life?

Why This Love Is So Much Pain?

Why are all hurt so much? Why is painful love like this? What actually has happened in our relationship? Why are all to be changed? You do now not love me like you all my heart that used to be. You are now no longer in all areas of my life. And today I'm aware of. I'm not part of your family. Did either of our culture is different. Either we are not the same customs. But I feel, I cannot be considered as part of the family. I was disappointed. It was extremely disappointed. I feel sick. It's very sick.

Have you tried to continue to survive. Trying to get back into your life as it once was in times past that is mine. But now everything has changed. You no longer entirely mine. You no longer entirely mine. You're getting away from me. Do I want you more and more tired. Everything has changed. The man who once loved had now gone. Disappeared somewhere. You are no longer the person who always loved me, loved me and made me part of your life. You're really not the person that had been had.

Apparently love is so tiring lately. So painful. So make me unable to look forward. So me not knowing exactly what I want. Now you no longer care about my wishes. You no longer care how I feel. All you wanted was me to meet all you want.  I always obey what you say is that I never lose you. But the day I was getting tired. Very tired. That make all of my energy is lost slowly. Expect such a long time to reach the moon I can likewise reach but could not reach.

I'm really tired.

Happy Bday

Hey Friends!!!!!!

Its party time because................

Today is My Hiro's Bday.. as you all know who is Hiro?


I am blessing him with lots of love. may all his every wish of his life come true. And I request you all I loved it if you all wish for his good health, luck, mind and everything. 

Happy Birthday Dear....

Send your wishes as comment, 
I love you all my friends..................
Your's City Girl

Heal The World

Hey Friends!!!

While searching a good spiritual song over Google I found a song “Heal the World by Michal Jackson” I felt it’s a wonderful song that is describing the love which we should give to others. We have lots of love in us and 

We could make a better place for everyone.. I think you all should read this and feel the love for all. 

:'( heal the world make it better place for you and for me the entire human race there are people dying if you care enough for the living make a better place for you and me :'(

I think its each and every line has its own meaning and I am feeling the love and I can imagine that world which is full of love.

and the dream we were conceived in will reveal a joyful face and the world we once believed in will shine again in grace then why do we keep strangling life wound this earth crucify its soul though it's plain to see this world is heavenly be god's glow

In this full song my favorite lines are :

we could fly so high let our spirits never die in my heart I feel you are all my brothers create a world with no fear together we'll cry happy tears see the nations turn their swords into plowshares

This song has great massage for the human race… I think you all will like it.. I am sharing its youtube video’s Link here..

Money - only cash please...

It can buy a house, but not a home
It can buy a clock, but not time
It can buy you a position, but not respect
It can buy you a bed, but not sleep
It can buy you a book, but not knowledge
It can buy you medicine, but not health
It can buy you blood, but not life
So you see money isn’t everything
And it often causes pain and suffering
I tell you this because I am your friend
And as your friend I want to
Take away your pain and suffering!!
So, Send me all your money
And I will suffer for you!
Cash only please!
After all, what are friends for, right??

My first crush my classmate

1st and 2nd love of my life....

I fallen in love with my 11th Class tuition mate…Yaaa!!! Even today I dint remember his second name but I can count him in my list because I don’t know what type of feelings I had for him and what he had for me… Usually we go to tuition before time because we enjoy each other’s company so much…most of the time we sit together in class. We solve math problems together and enjoys solving them… we don’t know what we feels for each other we always thinks that we are good friends..

Once I dint went to tuition for one week, and he started inquiring about me why I am not coming. Then he gets to know that one boy was following me regularly from a common friend. One day he came to my home for 1st time and said to my Mumma that I will take care of her; I will pick her from home and drop her also. He started picking me from my home to protect me that Roadside Romeo.

One day while crossing Road he saved me from a big accident of my life. I was crossing the road and dint saw a car was coming in huge speed and he rushed to me and pulled me toward himself and I was totally in his arms that time I felt some different feelings for him.

Unfortunately this was last day of our tuition; we don’t have any reason to meet but after 15 days he came to my home and my Mumma was with us, so he asked me very easy mathematical problems and I know him well he was the best student of our batch. I dint understand his behavior that time and explained the problem and after half an hour he left from our home and that was the when I saw him for last time.

Next morning my friend called me that he came to your home last day, I said yes then she asked “he said anything to you?”I said No, and then she said “he likes you and he came to just to say all this”. I felt bad for that but I can’t do anything for that because I dint have freedom to go and meet him so I thought to let it be.

After that day we dint met again. I don’t know where is he? I am still there in corner of his memory or he forgets me totally? Even now I dint remember his face very clearly but still when one ask me who is your 1st crush, my answer is always “Vikas”.

4th is coming soon.....

Message from Universe

Hey friends..

Today I want share a very beautiful message from universe, which came through past life regression therapy of a lady and this therapy done by Stella Doshi a Past Life Regression Therapist, Courtesy from my mam’s mail. :)

A beautiful lesson through Past Life Regression Therapy,

A lady came to me, married and in love with married man. She was honest about her relationship and walked out of her marriage. Waiting for her boyfriend to take the same stand. Whatever the reason he could not move out in spite of not having any relation with his wife.

She moved into trance, saw her past life where she was married to her current boyfriend, his current wife was her mom in law. The relation between her and her mother in law was very bad. Mother in law troubled her a lot . Mother in law on her death bed was very sorry, was looking for forgiveness which Daughter in law never gave. She wanted revenge.

So in this life her past Mother in law married her past husband and she became the other woman. So that Mother in law stays in pain. To take the revenge she chose this life, of course she is causing lot of pain to her, but at the same time she herself is not at peace.

Lesson: “Revenge never makes anyone happy,”

I am on the top of the world

Aaj mai uppar.. Asma niche..Aaj mai aage..jamana hai piche

Hey..guyssss 

I am very happy today on my favorite blog Ekk Deewana tha - in my life.. got triple century of impression................. 

I want to sing a song.. 

let me suggest any song this... 

I am getting a song .. 

“Aaj mai uppar aasma niche...aaj mai aage jamana hai piche... 

Tell me O khuda aab mai kya karun....chalun sidhi ki ulti chalunn...”

  

Thank you so much friends for liking my blog and giving your precious time here.. 

I would like if you drop your precious suggestion in my Guest Book.. 

Happy Reading & Unconditional love.. 

Monica Sharma

OMG...Crying women are scientifically unsexy.

Weeping releases a chemical that reduces sexual arousal in men. The chemical releases a signal that says they are not interested in romance at the moment, which men instinctively respond to by shutting down feelings of arousal. To be specific, this refers to deeply emotional tears, not those caused by getting something in the eye, or a moderately sad movie. 

Typically, those arousal-killing chemicals are only released during full emotional weeping. Neuroscientist Noam Sobel of the Weizmann Institute of Science in Rehovot, Israel, put together an experiment to test this. Sobel collected jars of tears from women and dipped pads in them. 

They placed the pads under men's noses and showed them pictures of women. The men smelling tears rated the faces as less attractive when compared to men who did not smell tears. To support it scientifically, their testosterone levels were measured, and, not surprisingly, they dropped. 

Source: OMG Facts

New Category alert!

New Category alert! I’ve created my latest category ‘WORDPLAY’ here. I’ll mostly be bombarding you with lyrics that I love, writing which inspires me and words that for one reason or another, have the ability to make my skin tingle.

My fav. movie pics....

Yes... Today I am sharing my favorite movies pics...Because I don't know why but on internet I search any thing I only find these pics...So I thought to share it here.... 

Actually this movies story related to me but I but ending is different I wish it will change and convert in happy one...  

Remembering: My First Date

Our first date was in Delhi, India on 14th July 2010 it was Australian Independence Days, and I have a holiday. We were talking on phone from last two months, and we decided to meet on this day.

He came to Delhi from Chandigarh only to meet me, we went to a Restaurant in nearest Mall. We talked much but I was not comfortable with him, I met him for the 1st time and his attitude is very different from me. He was looking very serious kind of person; He showed me lots of my own photos in his mobile phone that were showing great likenesses for me.

I remember he said very casually that when we are in Mall then let’s move and at least I will purchase handkerchief and I took him directly to a stall of handkerchief and he laughed like ROFL  :D :D :D :D 

We talked a lot on that evening and now I was very comfortable with him and I love every moment that I spend with him. After spending nearly every moment with him , it became clear to me that I was happy right where I was with him.

Honestly... never in the world will I find something as special

I, Me, and Myself

People call me reckless. They think I am a daredevil, a rebel fighting with everyone. I wish at least you didn't see me like everyone else. I just wish you saw the truth beneath my tough exterior, and realized that I am not running away from anyone; I'm just trying to be with myself. Because I believe that no one can love or understand me more than I can.

My fear of Emotional Intimacy

I pride myself on being a strong person ( to the outside world)

As much as I have been through...I have to pride myself at least on that...

But one thing makes me nervous and makes me want to run....

Emotional Intimacy

Someone seeing how I really feel

How vulnerable I am

How sensitive I am

Unsure how I am about everything, sometimes...

That makes me cold sweat

Because sometimes I don't even listen to me

But one day at a time I am trying

To listen to myself

Give myself quiet when I need quiet

Stay away when I need to stay away

Get close when I need to get close

Sometimes let the boundaries blur when I am safe

Or know I am loved ( family or friends)

And hope beyond all obstacles

Valuing myself even in brokenness



Sincerely,

Your City girl..

I’m loving it….

These days I am feeling very good… my every friend knows that I am writing blog on my own feelings. This is not a reason for my happiness but the reason is my blog somewhere effecting others thoughts too.

Usually I write my feelings which every one feels in their life but never enjoyed or noticed, but now when they read my blogs they realized that they also felt the same in their life but they dint gave any importance to them. Now they started enjoyed their feelings and moment they encounter everyday and the most important thing is they share it with me and says “I also felt same like your so and so blog, if they write blog they will share this moment 1st”. It's very good feeling when your small work affects other people’s thoughts in a positive manner. 

Ahha really I am enjoying this very much. I’m loving it….

Love stories, said or unsaid

Who said love only happens once in life… I do not agree to this thought. I saw many people who had fallen in love many times.. even I have many love story of my own single one life… I can say one thing for sure that all these moment everyone have in his/her life but never notice it… but I think  we should live all the small moments of life because these become our happy memory album. Here I am going to narrate my all love stories  

My first love……

I fallen in love with my father …Yes, he was my 1st love.. As per child psychology in age of 5-6 every child fall in with their opposite sex parent So I fell in love with my Father.. hmmm I do not know how explain but yes Its true… He did all the good things for me that he can do for my better life..even I could not imagine my life without my father…
I remember all the thing when my fallen ill, that time my father helped to getting ready for school..he used to cook our breakfast when my mother helps us in getting ready for school..He was my friend when there was no one to share..He was the 1st who asked me “what you want to do in your life”. When my complained my father about my naughty habits he used to say “her naughty incident made my house home.”
When I was in 10th Standard I wake up at four am for exam preparation he always wake up before me and make Tea for me so that I will not get sleep again … He always gave me extra pocket money at the same time he knows that my mumma gave it to me…
When I started cooking he used to stand with me in kitchen so that never think that cooking is a boring task of kitchen but it’s a different thing that I still feels it’s a boring task of kitchen :-) ..whenever I do some experiment with foods he used to taste 1st and appreciate it..
Till now he used to get up before me and prepare tea for us…even he cook breakfast for us whenever last day I was in fast… I love u papa …

My love for a Star

In my teenage I have fallen in love with Bollywood Star “Sanjay Dutt”…I can say it was my 1st crush… He was so dashing in his age…He played many roles in hindi movies I used to watch his every movie and on the same time I was imagining that his co-star was only me…Start thinking of him day and night..He always came in my dreams…Yeahhh I still remember one of his movie “Saajan” and its song “Mera dil bhi kitna Pagal hai ye Pyar jo tumse karta hai…..” I always thought that this song was only for me… 

                                                                                                        

3rd story of my life.....

Nature’s love

Today’s evening was an usual evening, I was coming from my office and definitely one question will rise in your mind that why this girl was saying it was a different one from that of everyday happening….

Yeah!!! Let me just describe it!!!

Today, when I left my office, I was having a feeling like “oh!! Again, I have to travel alone”. When this thing was running in my thoughts, suddenly I felt it. Yes, it was a cold breeze that flew my hair and it looked like, it was telling me that “I am here for you”. It gave me a good feel and then I have noticed the surroundings near me. I was walking over a lane which was full covered with dried leaves (due to last night’s heavy storm) and leaves were starting flying slowly due to the heavily blowing wind..


I was walking over them by watching all these things and that lane was free from traffic and people.. At that time, I could feel the smell of green leaves which were still on the tree (that lane was full of trees).. On the other hand, I could feel the beauty of dried leaves on the lane… Somewhere the wind chimes were also ringing and it added a great sound effect at that beautiful moment.

I was enjoying the nature’s love and the cold air was coming towards me like that it wants to give a big hug with lots of love.. I can feel the air all over my body and it looked like it was hugging me with love… I can feel that air which is nearby my neck and hair, like it was giving me its existence and it was telling me that “Monica, never feel alone, I am always with you”.